Sunday, 27 December 2009

27th Dec 2009

So its the day after boxing day

I feel so bad when i don't update this

idk if anybody actually reads this tho

i dont know how to see my 'followers' or anything

but ah well

so for xmas i got a camera!

its amazing

its the FugiFilm S1500


and i also got a tv which was a BIGG suprise

so i just updated my lookbook, i kinda like the actuall composure of the photo more then the clothes, but i dont think very many people on lookbook will like it, i dot think its their type of thing, but anyways! i like it! and thats what matters ^__^

well. hope anyone who reads this had a very merry xmas and has a happy new year!

Tuesday, 27 October 2009

my weeks been good, me jess & joel have sorted everything out. although the whole things still kinda knocked me.

so im quite happy today, i've lounged about watching various repeats of 'miami ink' and its always good to get a bit of 'fashion tv' or 'world fashion' in before lunch ;D
im quite glad that none of my friends read this blog, as i kinda sent some pictures away to 'Select Model Managment' to see about what it would take to be a model. personally, i don't think im tall enough, male models need to be like...5ft 11+ think, and im only 5ft 10
but i might aswell see what they think. im betting their gonna say i need my moles removed, which is alright because i want them gone anyway. i've been thinking about sending my pics away for a while now...but i was kinda waiting until i got my moles removed as i think it would let me give a better impression...or something.
im not sure.

well anyway, best wait and see what they say, and i've been wondering how to find out if anyones following me? xD off, i taped that 'race and intelligence' program which was on last night
its basically about genetic intelligence and seeing if by using the averages between different races can prove this. alot of shite tbh, intelligence isnt inbuilt, its not a bladder!

Thursday, 15 October 2009

my hairs sitting nicley

okay, so im sick, my throat is aching, my stomach feels like i've been punched 100 times, my head is sore and so are my feet.
but my hair's sitting nicley, so thats cheered up my day.
and i have it wrote down how to do it because i usually forget (im such a geek)

so thats slightly took away from the seering pain i feel when i try to stand.

i love scrubs.

Thursday, 8 October 2009

7th 09 09

so today's been shit. absolutely shit.

so i got to the shop, waited outside as usual, met Rachel and we walked up which was very calming.
so then i got to registration, i was standing outside it and Jess walks up and goes 'the reason I've been acting strange around you is because you've changed, and even Joel's noticed it'
so i was like
'what...hold up What?!'
and she went 'its been ever since you went to una rodden.' & then she just walked off into registration.
i LOVE Jessica and all, but seriously? what the actual fuck?
so i talked to Claire at the end of the day, ( right, i told her she had wonky eyebrows (as a joke thing) and she said she didn't really like it so i said i wouldn't say anything like that again)

so me and Claire are fine, but Jessica and Joel must be annoyed at me, Rachel said she'd heard Jess and Joel talking about me and she just didn't pay any attention. Claire said I'd been a bit more 'cocky' but if that's what the problem is then I'm not really going to change.
everyone except me started falling out with Joel because he was being too 'cocky'. and everyone was falling out with him, but i said to him 'yes you have changed, but people naturally change, you can't expect people to be the same forever'

so this whole thing has annoyed me. if they think I'm being cocky I'm glad I'm cocky because finally after 5 years of working towards it i have a bit of self-fucking-confidence without dickheads constantly on my back!

i absolutely love Jessica and Joel and Claire and all my friends, if i didn't i wouldn't be hanging around with them. but ever since Una rodden i have felt more confident about myself than anything. and if since then I've been able to think about my appearance or my hair or not give a shit what people say about me in the corridor, then i am not going to change how i feel.

i put up with shit from fucking everyone in this dickhead school and i don't need another fucking whitney moment!
i have other shit in my life to deal with then people telling me i have to be constantly on guard and stay the exact same throughout my whole life.

i want to fucking screamm!

this has fucking upset me. it's not like theres not stuff going on in my life outside school i have to deal with? i just don't go and tell everyone my business. if i wanted people to know whats going on in my life i would but i don't, because it's my business, and if do you not think people should consider that there is other stuff then fucking school and how i act in it and how my fucking life is outside it! ive got fucking problems up to the fucking neck and this whole 'youve changed' thing has put a fucking downer on my day and probably my month.

i love my friends, but why in the fuck would they say that? i am constantly asking jessica if shes ok, because shes told me her problems, and because i want to know how she feels, i try to ask joel but nowadays every time i try to talk to him he leaves to go somewhere else.

this has been one big fucking ugly rant but i needed to rant because people need to stop caring about how i act around them and HOW IM DOING IN MY FUCKING LIFE!!?!?!?
asking me if im okay.
or asking me whats going on, what ive been doing, how s my week going, whats up with my family.
but no.
they don't.


this has knocked my self confidenece down sooo much i cannot describe.
but i am going to feel good about myself. because i havent in a fucking long time!

Wednesday, 7 October 2009

Well, today i came home early as i was sick. which isn't good. my bones are aching & i have a blocked nose. I'm going to the doctor later which is good, I'm going to see about getting the moles on my face and neck removed. i know i shouldn't let them annoy me but i just think, its my face, and i can do what i want with it. my friend Joel is kinda the opposite of me, in our carers class we had to write what we believe and i put down that plastic surgery should be on the NHS, which it should. and Joel said plastic surgery should only be given to people in car crashes and stuff. but tbh i think living a life, i a body your not entirely happy with, is not acceptable, and as the government take responsibility for your rights, (the rights for obese people to get lipo suction if they need it, and for cancer victims to be treated, and car crash victims to be given plastic surgery) i think that they should take responsibility for your right to feel confident in your body.


well I'm going to a fashion show in October to work backstage and help dress the models for a fashion designer called Una Rodden, i went to work experience, and she said that my knowledge, appearance, terminology and punctuation was so good that she would take me to the show. which i thought was brilliant as she kept complimenting me. :D

OMG! well, i found this out today as soon as i got home! I'M ON A FASHION BLOG!

I'm all happy!!!!!!

i think my mums buying me a new cardigan for the fashion show. which I'm all pleased about! because it's one of those modern, floaty cardi's. I'm kinda tired of everybody dressing like the past. i want something modern, new, sharp and clean. I'm all for vintage and old clothing! but i kinda need something a bit new and exciting. and the whole Indie Cindy thing is really grateing on my brain cells.
well. i must go now. project catwalk calls to me.
i promise ill update again!

Monday, 21 September 2009

21st 09 09

so today i went to work experience.
im absolutley knackerd, but it had its good parts.
i got too see davy at lunch, were dining alfresco tomorrow aswell.
then i got to see jessica at 3 o'clock. which was brill, cause i got too shop.

so i went in to work experience, sat down, twas a slow day, she didn't really have anything to do, but she complimented my style and asked me if i'd ever done modeling. i was all happy.
then when i did some sketches she thought they were brilliant and asked if i had attended classes on how to do drawing classes for fashion drawings. i felt really embarrassed but really good at the same time.
so at una rodden (the fashion designers i went to work experience at) they sold 3 dresses, all costing over £700, and a broach which cost £155. i was amazed there wer people in belfast that coult aford that type of stuff.
Una Rodden seemed really shocked at my knowlege of all different designers and their collections, she seemed particullarly suprised that i knew about Moncler's new collection. she said i was very well informed about the fashion world.
so tomorrow im taking in my half finished tartan blazer and trying to get some of it done. they said they'll help me get it really skinny and fitted.

Jess dyed her hair today, its like dark dark blue. but its really nice. and she got a really nice dress and shoes. i think if i get the time ill try make her a dress, jasmine and rachel and becca are more into jeans and stuff like that, but i like girls in dresses.

So right now im watching some show about how tudor period barbers actually did surgerys resulting in many millions of people dying. loveley.

im propery knackerd. and i really don't know how im going to get up in the morning. i hope im able to produce a blazer i can wear by the end of the week.

so today was a good day.

Sunday, 20 September 2009

20th 09 09

so yesterday was good.
went to town with jasmine, jordan, rachel, rebecca jamel, paddy, colm, joel and colms friend keelan.
to be very honest i didn't really like keelan, he kinda thought he was the shit. but he did blow a condom up over his head. which mildly amused me and jasmine.
Rachel and Becca left early, im not quite sure why, i think becca was sick and rachel had somewhere else to be. but the day was good, we saw sorority row, which scared the shit outta me!
then we walked around town for a bit, i showed jasmine were Una Rodden was( i really cannot wait for work experience, it's going to be great!...i might get a bit lost going there though.) and then we walked to 'emo corner' (city hall)
i swear to god, i was basically like 'ive got more metal in my face then you'
there was a girl in purple fishnets and i had o be held back from screaming at her for crimes against fashion!
and we saw a guy who looked like Van Hellsing.

so overall it was a good day, i promised to give colm my skateboard thingy with about...12 wheels. so he'll like that.
but yesterday was good.

so i've spent all of today walking about my house trying to break in my Doc Martens, they're not hurting so much as i expected, but there a bit uncomfortable.
i love them soooo much.

jasmine said i looked like a male model yesterday, so thats made my week.

Friday, 18 September 2009

18th 09 09

So today i went to school.


but it was alright, i think i've finally got the hang of playing a woman in drama.

so at lunch we threw colm a birthday party, his birthday was 2 days ago, but so, we got him a high school musical cake and all started to sing! the we all danced and group hugged several times, i toom all the photos ;D

it was really fun and i think the thouroughly embarrassed his ass

So after school my mum and dad and brother were waiting outside, aidans sick, which is shit, i keep going on he has swine flu. but i feel really sorry for him. so we went to town, and went to schuh, and i got my Dr Martens! they were quite dear but my mum and dad treated me too them. i am actually soo grateful! i havent taken them off my feet (cept to take a picture to send to jessica) so then we continued to victoria square, i got new jeans which are GORGUS, a new t-shirt which is just brown, but its made of like....super strechy material, like it can strech over my whole body!

So when i got home, we orderd chinese, which was actually the tastiest thing i'd eaten all week, it was really filling and just made my day.

its been one of those happy happy days. no depressing little comments, just a brilliant day.

so now im watching 'the psycic' and shes telling this woman there's a 'dark entity' around her that touches her sexually.

it's pretty good and offers amusement.

good good day.

Thursday, 17 September 2009

17th 09 09

so today my mum mum told me shes buying me Doc Martens, and a jacket, and plimsoles.
which is VERY good.
but to be honest, i need jessica to go into town with me to get the stuff...because well..although she dosen't seem like it or act like it, shes a really smart shopped, and she gets in and out of shops quick, i'd like to be able to look around a bit more when im with her, but still, she's good at what she does :D
the only other person i think would go to the shops with me is davy and im not even sure if hes going cause hes already seen sorority row. :(
im suppoesd to be getting Doc Martens and to be quite honest i can't see jasmine and rachel taking much time to go around shops with me.
i think rachel's been acting a bit strange around me latley... idk, its probably just me being paranoid. but like, everytime homosexuality or something like that is mentioned in our little group, she comes off with stuff like 'its disgusting' and 'i hate it when gay people hold hands, it makes me sick'
and it makes me wonder...what does she really think of me?
cuz like...i LOVE rachel, shes one of my best best friends...but...ugh idk... :(
and jasmine and rachel are always like 'i hate doc martens there disgusting, i hate urban outfitters, i hate , i hate i hate'
:( sometimes i wish they would just not hate stuff, i dont like negativity, in any form, (cept about skit-knee)
well, i guess it just gets to me,
i just worry.

Wednesday, 16 September 2009

Makeup? On Me? You must be joking!

So today i got asked if i was wearing makeup. I have nothing against anybody who wears makeup, boy or girl, but when she asked me she seemed to think i had alot on...i kinda took it as a compliment because...well...makeups supposed to make you look good and if i look like i have makeup on naturally..idk

it was a strange thing that happened today. I've got science coursework to do and Math homework to finish...which shouldn't be too hard...try to stay positive.

Tuesday, 15 September 2009

Hello there.


My names Aaron, and i've been using tumblr mostly

but i've heard this is good so ill give this a try.

well...whats been going on in my life? I've recently became infatuated with

which is an absolutley amazing website, my top number of 'hypes' is 14. which im pretty happy means im getting a teeny tiny bit of attention, and thats good!

my favourite look at the moment is it's by

well, my highest rated look was this, so if you like it you can go on my lookbook and hype it :)

and here's the link.

well, i hope i'll do more blogs in the future. :)